Opelika Auburn News  1/24/07  (oanow.com)

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YOUR CONTINUED ATTACKS (20 IN 1 DAY)...
ON MACK'S SITE WITH YOUR VILE, 
VICIOUS, NASTY THREATS & (HE SAID, SHE SAID)...

WELL, THE COURT WILL TRY THE GUILTY "CONFESSED 
MURDERER", PAUL HUNTER WILSON, III...
NOT THE OTHER BOYS FAMILY AND NOT THE NEWSPAPERS
NOR THE NEIGHBORHOOD OR OTHERS...

THESE PARENTS ARE GRIEIVING FOR THEIR CHILDREN AS 
MUCH AS YOUR FAMILY OR I AM FOR MINE OR THEIR HUSBANDS. 
AN OBVIOUS LACK OF COURTESY, MANNERS, 
OR CONCERN FOR THE OTHERS YOU TRY 
TO ENMESH IN YOUR SORDID ATTACKS HAS NO BEARING 
ON WHY THESE CHILDREN WERE MURDERED. 

PEOPLE DO NOT CARE HOW ANGRY YOU ARE.

YOU INSULT THEM AND TAKE AWAY FROM THEIR TIME WITH 
THEIR HEARTACHE AND GRIEF FOR THEIR CHILDREN &/OR LOVED ONES.
PEOPLE REALLY DO NOT WANT TO BE BOTHERED WITH YOU OR 
YOUR ALLEGATIONS & INSULTS, THEY HAVE THEIR OWN LIVES TO LIVE.
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January 17, 2007





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FOR RE-RELEASE OR DISCLOSURE IN A PUBLIC OR ANY MANNER,
WITHOUT THIS WEBSITE OWNER'S WRITTEN PERMISSION.






 
                                             MACK
                  

                                                                 

Ditch where Mack & RJ lay in the heat for 3 days!


The Davis family and friends searched 
these woods for 3 days & nights!



 

Ditch where Mack & RJ lay for 3 days in the heat!


A traveler should always seek the company of the righteous, for ministering angels travel with them, whereas, "angels of Satan" go along with the wicked. -Bernard J. Bamberger,
"Fallen Angels"From "Angels Around Us." Compiled by Karen Maguire. Reprinted by arrangement with Andrews McMeel Publishing.



***PLEASE NOTE***"The discovery ...

..WAS made by the family of RJ Davis. 
Please note the CONTRADICTIONS in the above 
article by the Authorities.  The 1st news article (above)
states, "both boys were shot multiple times"..
This latest News article (below), dated 03/16/06,
the Authorities state "each boy was shot 1 time". 




 
"Not all are called
 to personal labor 
in foreign fields, but 
all can do something
 by their prayers..." 6T 29

Also NO ATV's were used in the search




   
                        MACK                      

And further more, if you ACCIDENTALLY shoot
one person, does that mean you are supposed
to shoot his friend too?  Most people would try to
get help.....not keep shooting, and then, since
they're not completely dead, just beat their
brains out with the rifle.  SEE PHOTOS FOR A
.22 CALIBER BULLET ENTRANCE WOUND SIZE
AND WHY WOULD YOU THINK THEY WERE STILL
ALIVE AFTER BLOWING A HOLE THIS BIG IN THEIR SKULLS!?

*XXX* Due to the up coming trial
and information still pending
corroboration, as well as the
graphic,savage, & heinous nature
of the murders of Mack Creamer
and RJ Davis, this page was
temporarily suspended from public
viewing. Check back at a later date,
for motive and details.  If anyone 
felt unjustly accused, at that time
I proffered an apology.********
However,from the information
I have since received,
PLEASE NOTE** ALL APOLOGIES ARE NOW
NULL & VOID & HAVE BEEN RESCINDED! 
THOSE PARTIES WHO WERE INVOLVED,
DIRECTLY & INDIRECTLY OR HAD PRIOR
KNOWLEDGE OR KNOWLEDGE AFTER THE FACT,
IN THE TORTURE, MUTILATION, BEATING,
& MURDERS OF THESE 2 CHILDREN,
WHETHER ACTUALLY ASSISTING IN
THE MURDERS OR THE CONSPIRACY
TO COVER IT UP, DO HEREBY
ALL STAND ACCUSED FROM HERE ON OUT! 
YOU HEATHENS HAVE TO ANSWER TO A HIGHER POWER,
MY GOD, FOR THE MURDERS OF MACK & RJ!!







Mack's Reward is in Heaven!
Where is yours, Scrappy? (HINT: Search the wide road!)

Mack's wallet and jewelry and Temporary DL were
never recovered by the Authorities.

***
O

I was asked & adamantly told NOT to come
to the Preliminary Hearing on several 
occasions BY THE AUTHORITIES! 

EACH FAMILY HAD A CHIEF INVESTIGATOR & THEIR OWN
LEAD INVESTIGATOR.  EACH DECEASED CHILD'S PARENT(S) WAS/WERE TOLD 
THE NATURE OF THEIR CHILD'S DEATH IN PRIVATE MEETINGS, 
RESPECTIVELY INDIVIDUALLY, NOT COLLECTIVELY!  THIS INFORMATION WAS 
NOT SHARED WITH THE OTHER PARENTS EXCEPT THROUGH THEIR
OWN LEAD & CHIEF INVESTIGATOR. THUS, THE INFORMATION 
RECEIVED BY EACH INDIVIDUAL VICTIM'S FAMILY MAY HAVE SOME
DIFFERENTIATION AS TO THE NATURE & CIRCUMSTANCE OF THEIR CHILD'S MURDER.
AS IN ALL SPECULATIONS, IT IS EASY TO "ASSUME" 
WHAT WAS SAID IN THE OTHER'S PRIVATE MEETING WHEN THE THIRD 
PARTY WAS NOT ACTUALLY PRESENT IN THE MEETING AND THEREFORE NOT PRIVILEGED TO 
THIS CONFIDENTIAL INFORMATION, EXCEPT AS DISCUSSED BETWEEN THE FAMILIES.
I DO KNOW WHAT WAS TOLD TO ME BY MY INVESTIGATOR AND IT IS SOMEWHAT 
DIFFERENT THAN WHAT HAS BEEN TOLD TO THE OTHER FAMILY AND IS "NOT SPECULATION".
I WAS ASKED TO NOT SPEAK TO THE PRESS.

I WAS ALSO ADAMANTLY TOLD BY 3 DOCTORS 
(I WAS UNDER THEIR CARE FOR A MVA)
AND ALSO BY SEVERAL PHONE CALLS TO 
MY HOME, WORK, AND CELL TO NOT GO 
TO COTTONTON OR BRIAR CREEK TO SEARCH!!


These 2 children, Mack & RJ,  were missing & lie dead in a ditch in the woods 
in Briar Creek State Park leased from the Corps of Engineers (US Army) for 3 days. 
RJ's parents and family did a continuous ground search for 3 days for which I will be 
endlessly grateful. I was physically unable to assist in the physical ground search for 
our missing children, because of complications from a motor vehicle accident and I
 was under doctors' orders NOT to go. However, this does not mean that I love my 
child any less or more than RJ's family loves him and that I was not making the 
necessary phone calls to find our children (... I COULD NOT SEARCH AND STAYED AT HOME 
PER DOCTORS' ORDERS, AFTER MY APPOINTMENTS...) 
I had no one to immediately call upon on my behalf to take my place in the search; 
my family members could not for various reasons as they had families and jobs. 
The 3 times (Tues, Weds, & Thurs) I did attempt to go to Cottonton, AL, 
to assist in the search (I DID ATTEMPT TO CALL THE OTHER BOY'S MOM ~
"NO SERVICE ON HER CELL PHONE", I THEN CALLED THE BOY'S DAD~"BUSY"~
OH RIGHT, HE HAD LET THE "CONFESSED MURDERER" USE IT TO MAKE A CALL...
GUESS, IT WAS TO A MEMBER IN AUTHORITY, ACCORDING TO THE PARENTS. 
WHEN I CALLED BACK, THE DAD ANSWERED AND SAID FOR ME TO GO GET HIS WIFE 
HE WAS TAKING THE "CONFESSED MURDERER" HOME BUT NO ONE COULD TELL 
ME HOW TO GET TO WHERE THEY WERE PARKED...EXCEPT GO DOWN THE ROAD 
TILL YOU SEE A BUNCH OF CARS & TRUCKS? 
IN A DEEPLY WOODED.. DESOLATE DARK CREEPY PLACE...
THAT COULD BE ANYWHERE.... WHEN YOU DO NOT KNOW WHERE 
YOU ARE AND THERE ARE NO HOUSES VISIBLE FROM THE ROAD...
(the last time I WAS ENROUTE TO Cottonton, AL, with my mother on the 
morning they were found) & the Sheriff's Dept did call my cell phone and tell me
NOT to go to Briar Creek, to come straight to the Sheriff's Dept (10:10 a.m.) 
During the 3 days the boys were missing, the Sheriff's Department (I will not
 mention names) DID call to ask several times where I was and TOLD me to NOT
 go down there for the search AND THEY ALWAYS ASKED IF I HAD SOMEONE WITH ME.

In the days to follow after Mack & RJ were found, I was told to "find my "Comfort Zone", 
accept the fact that my child is not coming home, and get on with my life." 
All of the Davis' families efforts and tenacity
are to be commended, admired, and praised. 
For the remainder of my life, I shall be forever grateful
and thankful for their unrelenting efforts.



  
                             MACK           
              
ON My first trip to this GOD-forsaken place the night before the boys
were found (8:35 p.m. until 11:30 p.m.),  
WITH THE "BEST FRIEND" (who at the time I did NOT think was involved) I was in 
Cottonton, AL, for 3 hours (talking to people, showing flyers, & waiting for the Deputy 
to arrive to show me where Briar Creek was),  BUT NOT WHERE THE DAVIS' WERE parked in a field. The 
Authorities asked me to "WAIT for them~ A DEPUTY IS ON HIS WAY TO YOU~
 & stay PUT THAT I SHOULD NOT AND WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THERE"~
WHEN THE DEPUTY CAME TO ME, I WAS APPROVED TO FOLLOW HIM TO BRIAR 
CREEK~BUT NOT TO GO BY MYSELF OR STAY WITH THE "SEARCH PARTY"~& REALLY
 I "SHOULD NOT BE TALKING TO THEM"!~some people get angry at the wrong people
 if they don't hear what they want.. ....WHETHER IT IS TRUE OR FALSE...

MACK IS DEAD...HE DID NOT KILL ANYONE OR HAVE ANYONE KILLED...IT WAS NOT 
HIS IDEA TO GO TO BRIAR CREEK TO COLLECT ANYONE'S MONEY OR SELL ANY KIND OF DRUG...
KIDS WITHOUT MONEY OR CARS..ARE NOT DRUG DEALERS...HE GOT CAUGHT UP WITH THE 
WRONG TYPE FRIEND...&&& SINCE HE IS DEAD AND CANNOT SPEAK...IT IS SO EASY TO LAY 
BLAME ON HIM...& HIS MOTHER....& WHEN PRESENTED WITH EVIDENCE THAT PROVES THEM WRONG...

WAYNE ALLEN (JARREN'S GRANDDAD) DID PUT TOGETHER A TEAM OF HORSEBACK RIDERS TO ASSIST IN 
THE SEARCH FOR MACK (HE KNEW I WAS NOT ABLE TO SEARCH) & RJ, AS MACK WAS HIS 15 YEAR OLD 
GRANDSON'S BEST FRIEND and they loved him like a son as well,  (he would not let him search as he was
 "just a kid; HE'S ONLY 15 and if this was meant for him"..he was not going to have him put in harms way
 but he would let him ride with me & show me where they were, ACCORDING TO PAUL, taken to") AND I 
BESEECHED HIM TO ASSIST IN THE SEARCH AS NONE OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS WERE ABLE TO ...
& I WAS TOLD I COULD NOT....ESPECIALLY BY MYSELF & WITH "NO 
CLEAR DIRECTIONS" AS TO WHERE ANYONE WAS SEARCHING..."JUST COME DOWN THERE, you'll see us"...
WHEN I DID NOT  EVEN KNOW WHERE "DOWN THERE WAS" AS I NEVER WENT CAMPING OR FISHING 
"DOWN THERE" WHEN I WAS YOUNGER....

THE AUTHORITIES ASKED WHO WOULD BE GOING WITH ME...
 I TOLD THEM THE DAVIS' WERE THERE ALREADY...I WAS INFORMED IT WOULD NOT BE A GOOD IDEA
& THAT I COULD NOT GO TO BRIAR CREEK AND STAY AWAY FROM COTTONTON, AL.

MACK WAS 17 YEARS OLD...& A 17 YEAR OLD'S FRIENDS ARE NOT CHOSEN BY MOTHERS...

I was told BY A RELIABLE SOURCE to 
"NOT go down Hwy 4 to Briar
Creek "or "the ones that did that to your kids will be
on you as soon as you are over the hill and YOU will be
the next body that doesn't come up out of there;  just
pretend like you are asking for directions and go back
towards town, do not stop anywhere to use a phone~use your cell~
& get your local sheriff out here ASAP, if you ever want to see your
kids' bodies again. They are here to move the bodies tonight so they
are never found. That is the ONLY reason they are up here
hanging around this late at night."

I have it from~(NOT JUST 1, BUT 3)
 that this is "not the first time this has happened. The
'gang' (there's that word I'm not to use~ I meant to say the "Gee" word)
that did that to your boys is over ~here's their names~
(that "Gee "word again) there and Paul brought them
down here for them to do this. They own Briar Creek Road
and the park."" (The Authorities told me he thought the State of AL
& Russell County owned the park and ALL the roads not the Gee's. )

** omissions and additions to/from my statement make it technically falsified**

and the authorities did not seem to think it was important
even to the point of saying the person had nothing relevant to offer.***



A traveler should always seek the company of the righteous, for ministering angels travel 
with them, whereas, "angels of Satan" go along with the wicked.-Bernard J. Bamberger,
"Fallen Angels"From "Angels Around Us." Compiled by Karen Maguire. Reprinted by arrangement with Andrews McMeel Publishing.





PAUL HUNTER WILSON, III~THE "CONFESSED" GUILTY MURDERER "ASSISTED" 
the Davis' search AND RODE with them for 3 DAYS, face to face.









   
                         Ravine where RJ's & Mack's remains                                   MACK
                                     were found by RJ's uncle Ricky, 
                                           AFTER the MURDERER
                                  HELPED STEER THEM CLEAR OF 
                                   THE DITCH FOR 3 DAYS, WHILE
                                    "ASSISTING" IN THE SEARCH!!










Also WHILE Mack & RJ were BEING BRUTALLY murdered,
                 
"Best Friend~Jarren"                    CHRISTINA~THE CONFESSED 
 Simba~To Die for Loyalty~         MURDERER'S GIRLFRIEND
       3 became <3                          (rolled joint in hand)


the "Best Friend"  "supposedly" stayed behind at the trailer
park with the "confessed" murderer's girlfriend.
A traveler should always seek the company of the righteous, 
for ministering angels travel with them, whereas, 
"angels of Satan" go along with the wicked. .-Bernard J. Bamberger,
"Fallen Angels"From "Angels Around Us." Compiled by Karen Maguire. Reprinted by arrangement with Andrews McMeel Publishing.


"For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the
 whole world, and lose his own soul?" (Mark 8:36)






The ditch where Mack & RJ lie in the heat for 3 days, 
while the MURDERER helped search AND STEER 
THE DAVIS' AWAY FROM THE DITCH!



 
                                MACK
                                           
                                    



 
               MACK         
         
                  



MY CHILD (DEAD OR ALIVE) IS MY CONCERN!  

Mack & RJ were true friends & their naive loyalty to a FRIEND 
~ WHO TURNED OUT TO BE A LOW DOWN
DRUG DEALING PUNK ~ got them both killed, because they were in 
the WRONG PLACE AT THE WRONG TIME!!





 
                             
                                    



        Ditch where Mack & RJ lie in woods in heat for 3 days!                     MACK

 



  
                                     MACK                                                    MACK
                                    




Where is the justice & honesty & integrity?

Mack & RJ's Reward is in Heaven! Where is yours, Punk A$$?

Mack's wallet, jewelry & Temporary Driver's License were
never recovered by the Authorities...Have you seen it?


"Best friend", I never did get the notebook with the songs
that Mack WROTE & you were to bring to me.  Also, Mack's rings
and necklaces are NOT souveniers.  They ARE MY personal effects
and ALL I have left of Mack, so yes, I would like them returned from
YOU & your "fiends".


Mack's jewelry, wallet, and DL were never
recovered by the Authorities..Have you seen it? 





                   






 
                                    


     

MACK'S SILVER NECKLACES,
WATCH, BRACELET, OR RINGS
HAVE NEVER BEEN RECOVERED.





.

"The teeth are in good condition" (Autopsy).
The facial bones are destroyed and the face
is gone. How is it possible for the teeth to be
in good condition?





MACK ONLY HAD $3.00 AND HE PROBABLY BOUGHT 
A SLICE OF PIZZA WITH IT BEFORE HE WAS MURDERED.
HE HAD PARTIALLY DIGESTED FOOD IN HIS STOMACH (AUTOPSY).

MACK'S REWARD IS IN HEAVEN!
WHERE IS YOURS?

MACK ONLY HAD $3.00 AND HE HAD PROBABLY
BOUGHT A SLICE OF PIZZA WITH IT BEFORE
HE WAS SO BRUTALLY MURDERED.
THIS WAS PARTIALLY DIGESTED (AUTOPSY).

MACK HAS EARNED
HIS REWARD IN HEAVEN! 
HAVE YOU EARNED YOURS?

NOR HAS ANY OF MACK'S JEWELRY, OTHER THAN
"A" WATCH BEEN FOUND **(SILVER FIGARO NECK
CHAINS AND SILVER CLUSTER RINGS (2), SILVER
BRACELET & MATCHING SILVER WATCH. 
***FYI*** THIS IS NOT THE JEWELRY MACK 
WAS WEARING WHEN HE WAS MURDERED!
NOR IS THIS HIS ORIGINAL TEMPORARY DRIVER'S
LICENSE!




MACK HAD NO MONEY TO BE FOUND AND
ONLY HAD $3.00 BEFORE HE LEFT THE HOUSE!   
AND  LAST I HEARD, DRUG DEALERS DO
NOT CALL THEIR MOTHER AND ASK
TO VACUUM TO EARN $5.00 ON THE
DAY THEY ARE MURDERED!

YET, THE "BEST FRIEND"
ADMITTED TO ME, "I TOLD MACK NOT
TO TAKE ANY OF HIS BELONGINGS 
WITH HIM TO LET ME HOLD THEM." 

Please note, 2 weeks before Mack was murdered,
MY House was robbed of a valuable coin collection
(1 coin was valued at $1200) COINS WHICH I HAD HAD 
FOR ALMOST 30 YEARS~ (THESE WERE NOT HIS 
GRANDDAD'S~NOR WERE THE ONES I PURCHASED AS 
A MEMORIAL FOR MACK 1 YR AFTER HIS MURDER)
 (these wound up in the hands of THE 
CONFESSED MURDERER'S BEST FRIENDS & sold for $34 
outside a local convenience store (where another murder
had taken place) by the "crackhead wh**e
a few months after Mack & RJ were murdered). 
Mack had stated that he would get them back from
the person who I THOUGHT had stolen them.  He did demand
them back & "they" argued for a few days before the murders.
The confessed murderer, by his own self-admission,
Paul Hunter Wilson, III, did in fact go by the people's house
(WHO WERE IN POSSESSION OF THE COINS)
the DAY of Mack & RJ's murders!  I was told anything out
here at my house had nothing to do with the murders,
if it was not at the crime scene.
The coins were never recovered.  

**FYI**
These coins (below) are NOT the stolen coins~
I purchased these from coin companies (that Mack 
& I purchased from) as a 1 year Memorial to Mack in 2005.

These coins are NOT from his grandfather's album (those 
were inherited by his SON). Each shipment I purchased, 
a duplicate was also purchased for the other dead boy, RJ, 
and given to his parents in memorium. 
I also purchased the transcript from the Preliminary Hearing 
and gave RJ's parents the original copy (since they seemed to
have trouble accruing this).







Mack's Reward is in Heaven!

**FYI** This money was NOT in Mack's 
wallet when he was murdered!  Also He was 
NOT wearing this ring or  a few other items,
as I CAUGHT "someone" trying to REMOVE (steal)
them from MY house shortly after Mack was 
murdered!



A police report was never filed for the stolen coins,
as every time I have filed reports, I have basically
been told that:  




Paul had blood on him, he confessed~why would they
need help nailing the lid on? 
A figure in Authority then asked me, "Just what is
the significance of your statement? WE have a confession, so
what is the relevence of your statement?" 







(My statement was technically falsified as it
contained a small paragraph with a direct quote from people
I "supposedly" talked with in Briar Creek. I have never met
these individuals or talked with them, so how could this
possibly be part of my statement, when I had only been there one time?)

TO THIS DATE, I STILL HAVE NOT SEEN THESE PEOPLE OR TALKED TO THEM OR THREATENED THEM.

Please take note...Mack was 5' 7" inches tall
and weighed 130 pounds BEFORE he was
murdered. However, after the brutal, savage,
heinous murders of Mack and RJ (who retained
his height even in death), Mack LOST 3 inches
and 10 pounds and "The brain is completely missing"!
I was told by a figure in authority that the boys were
"dragged and maybe the brain fell out". 
Well that would account for the 10 lbs weight loss!! 
**the brain weighs at least 3 LBS & THE STEROIDS STORED WOULD INCREASE THE WEIGHT, ALONG WITH THE TOP OF HIS SKULL AND FACE~~10-12 lbs**AND a couple of gun blasts to the head would 
account for the diminished height *(minus 3 inches off the top), 
I guess, wouldn't it?
 


AND How does a .22 bullet make a
hole the size of 3 1/2 x 2 1/2 going in
& takes the whole face off going out?  
Anyone with firearms/ballistics information
are welcome to leave your information..  
IN FACT, AN ACTUAL .22 CALIBER BULLET
ENTRANCE AND EXIT WOUNDS IN A
FORENSIC SKULL DO NOT MAKE OPENINGS
THAT MEASURE 3 1/2 X 2 1/2 INCHES
(**A SHOTGUN BLAST MIGHT MAKE AN
 ENTRANCE WOUND OF 1 TO 2 INCHES,
 BUT NOT EVEN 3 1/2 INCHES X 2 1/2 INCHES
**UNLESS THERE WERE MULTIPLE BLASTS**):   
3 entrance wounds from a .22 caliber bullet and
the exit wound (1 inch from 3 bullets) do not make
 a hole 3 1/2 x 2 1/2 inches going in!!  

(SEE PHOTO ALBUM)
(Like 1 big hole (circle) and 3 small (depressed fractures)
 = #13 = Satan)


If anyone has anything they know to be fact, pertaining
to this subject, I would appreciate the knowledge
being shared. Thanking you in advance.

Powers above, one I love, gaze upon bended knee
~bring forth truth of me. Truth shall set you free.

***GRAPHICS OF THE MURDERS***
2 TEENS FOUND DEAD

THE ENTRANCE WOUND
FROM THREE, NOT ONE .22
CALIBER BULLETS 
(Occipital parietal)
IN A SKULL DO NOT MAKE
AN ENTRANCE 1 INCH! 

******************* 
ALL STAND ACCUSED FROM HERE ON OUT! 
YOU HEATHENS HAVE TO ANSWER TO A HIGHER POWER,
MY GOD, FOR THE MURDERS OF MACK & RJ!!

2 TEENS FOUND DEAD
FOR FURTHER UPDATES & STRANGE
COINCIDENCES, PLEASE CHECK BACK.

Exit wounds in the 
victim's back from 
two 9 millimeter bullets,
still do not measure the
3 1/2 x 2 1/2 inches entrance
wound on Mack's skull.


******************* 
An exit wound from
the (temporal) 
skull of the same
three .22 caliber bullets 
entrance wounds measure
only 1 inch.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            
*XXX* Due to the up coming trial
and information still pending
corroboration, as well as the
graphic,savage, & heinous nature
of the murders of Mack Creamer
and RJ Davis, this page was
temporarily suspended from public
viewing. Check back at a later date,
for motive and details.  If anyone 
felt unjustly accused, at that time
I proffered an apology.********
However,from the information
I have since received,
PLEASE NOTE** ALL APOLOGIES ARE NOW
NULL & VOID & HAVE BEEN RESCINDED! 
THOSE PARTIES WHO WERE INVOLVED,
DIRECTLY & INDIRECTLY OR HAD PRIOR
KNOWLEDGE OR KNOWLEDGE AFTER THE FACT,
IN THE TORTURE, MUTILATION, BEATING,
& MURDERS OF THESE 2 CHILDREN,
WHETHER ACTUALLY ASSISTING IN
THE MURDERS OR THE CONSPIRACY
TO COVER IT UP, DO HEREBY

Often people say to me “You just won't understand.” “You're way too
old,” or “Way too young,” or “You are not a man.”

I don't know why some people feel they suffer unique pain.
As if they are the only ones who've lost or ceased to gain.
I don't know why they hide their pain and clutch it ever tighter.
It seems to me that all should know - a burden shared gets lighter.

Why some folks even deign to think the pain that's in their heart,
Is all their own, to keep and hoard, they set themselves apart.
They keep their eyes from meeting mine lest I should see their hurt.
And even if we stop and speak their words are often curt.

The Bible says: ‘Two’ can withstand what overcomes just ‘one’.
And also that - a ‘Cord of Three’ can scarcely be undone.
Besides, I know the ways of hurt - My heart's been crushed before.
Friends have betrayed - I've lost at love, Despair's knocked at my door.

And I Remember - Thoughts gone wild - And crying late at night.
Not having strength to care at all - Much less the strength to fight.
But, someone special came to me - And when my trials were told.
I realized that with their tears - They'd eased my heavy load.

And so, I learned - that Pain - like Love - Is bearable if shared.
I don't know what I would have done without that friend who cared.
My trials did not vanish fast - In fact the time was long.
But sharing gave me breathing space until I could grow strong enough
to laugh again and even start to smile -
And though it seemed it could not help - It eased my pain awhile.

So, if you think that you can't share because I won't understand.
At least just give me half a chance to lend a helping hand.
For I know that you're hurting and I know a place to start.
Perhaps if you could realize - Your pain burns in my heart.

I know I cannot make your trials and troubles go away.
But maybe I can help a bit to get you through today.
And maybe by tomorrow you won’t need help anymore. But if you should -
Don't be ashamed - For that's what friends are for.

And after all is said and done - The trials ceased - You're whole.
Perhaps you'll know just what to do to help another soul -
Who's being crushed by hurt and pain - be it woman or a man.
And you won't have to hear them say
“You just won't understand.”

Author Unknown

In memory of Kenneth Mack Creamer,
murdered at 17 by "crack heads"

Golden chains bind body, heart entwine,
Through spirits, their soul and mind
Forever encompassed by true powerful,
Strong, know I'm not ol' self, faithful.
Flickering, searing eternalized flames
Never me to be licking near,
Shot down youthful in your city games,
The promise I make, all will hear.
Clawing, snarling, all o'er twitching,
their agony, pain, fore'er'll be mine.
Arms ne'er 'gain enfold, as bewitching
Golden chains bind body, heart entwine
O'er power evil, to the best be mixin'
For C-R-E-A-M, bliss and complete.
Yea, all spirits evil discriminate 
Nay, e'en Satan ne'er to compete
Minds, souls, bodies, hearts yearn to sate,
Beg and seek a new start, disintegrate.
Hearts break all hours, fore'er grieve
With this promise, faithful I leave.

Copyright @2005 Shaye B Creamer

                  So strong, young, bold...Mack
                  Ambitious, brave, carefree.
                  Just a babe, ne'er to grow old
                  As you stray, too blind to be,
                  A path chosen, many friends told,
                  Ne'er 'gain to see, to set free.
    Into Heaven, Father's hand extended
                  All Angels winged, young Mack,
                  Delight in the scene, for in leaving awinged,
                  not looking back
                  We watch Satan, fists furled, to cringe,
    as he has lost again.
                  Though my young Mack you're gone
                  All your joy 'n memories live on.
                  No longer turmoiled, now at peace
                  My love for you lives on.

                  Shaye Creamer
                  Copyright ©2004 Shaye B Creamer

    Dedicated in memory to Kenneth Mack Hillery Creamer,
                  (Brutally murdered at 17)



My letter to God   Crystal (Friend)

Dear God,
I don't mean to question you, I've seen your footprints in the sand,
but I'd like to talk to you about your plan.
I think you might have made a mistake,
don't you know my friends were too young to take.
Their lives had only just begun,
they were too full of life to leave everyone.
And all us friends, we don't know how to take it,
and their families are barely makin’ it.
God I truly believe there was a little glitch,
someone interfered in your plan but it can be fixed.
You can turn back time, or just send them back,
give us more time with R.J. and Mack.
It's okay God we all make mistakes,
but this is a little too hard to take.
I guess this is foolish and useless too,
but I really don't know if you thought this one through.
I guess I have to accept that what's done is done,
and look to the future and prepare for what's to come.
Again I'm certainly not questioning you,
I guess I just can't believe it's true.
So if it really was a mistake,
please send them back there's no time to waste.
And if this was all a part of your plan,
I know there was only one set of footprints in that sand.
I know you were there to bring them back home, and the angels were watching over them, they were never alone.
Please forgive me, for things I might feel or say,
it's just so hard to miss them everyday.

Written by Crystal in memory of RJ and Mack